There goes my plans..

So this weekend I was going to go balls to the walls and get a shit ton of filming done for my movie project that I have to do for my teaching and technology class, but wouldn't you know there's a downpour outside. Most of the things I am filming require non-rainy days too. Bummer dude. But I still have a little more than a week, so I'll get it done. There is hardly any time left in this semester. The last day of actual class is Monday. My exams begin the following Monday. It really is not a bad exam schedule, so I should kick bootay on them.

Well I have been getting plenty of sleep here lately because I have been a loser! Hopefully tonight or today I will get out. I have been out and doing things, but I have not done anything with the beau since like Tuesday (The last time I blogged as well). It was way fun, but it is Saturday now and I am missing the cutie. Well enough of this talk for now. On to more optimistic things.

I feel so in touch with my body at this point in my life. I did yoga this morning and then went to the gym and did 20 minutes of cardio, weights, and stretching. I also weighed myself, which I rarely do, and I am down to 168. I haven't seen the 160's since like last year. It was a fantastic feeling. It is not like I am trying to lose weight, but as a female I will probably always want the number on the scale to be smaller. I would like to get to the 150s and try to keep it there, but summer is right around the corner. I will have to really push myself to be motivated. I am so motivated right now for some reason. I find it difficult to not run every day. Isn't that strange? Most people are just looking for excuses to get out of the daily sweat. I thrive on it. It makes my day. Yesterday I did not do any exercise and I felt terrible last night. Granted someone did not call me as they were supposed to, but still I needed those feel good thingies. I can't run everyday though. I need to take out running like one day and just do walking or something. I think the body needs rest. Walking is so relaxing. I went to a trail to walk this week... no mp3 player... it was so great to be just listening to nature. Usually I just have music blasting in my ears when I'm running. It is a great escape, but I think 1-2 days a week it would be nice to go walking in the woods or trails. I will very likely try to incorporate that.

Wow Yoga. It is amazing. I think that is the finishing touch on my all around wellness for real. Since I have been doing it, I feel so at peace and relaxed. I want to be better at it like be more focused and get more out of the positions (not quite sure what the yogi name is). I feel like I am just doing the motions to just get it done, but that is not the point of it at all. It is about being one with your body and being stronger while stretching the body as well. The more you focus, the better it is. I always have those drifting thoughts about other things in life. Practice makes perfect though and I am quite the beginner at it. Bye bye for now.

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Carpe diem!

And he called me..

That is what every girl wants: for the guy to call the girl. Learn that guys and live a prosperous and lovely life. A called me today:) I had called him a few days ago and we ended up going exploring. And then we stayed up ridiculously late and had an awesome time. Having no sleep and taking that damn bio test was completely worth it! I think it was a successful test anyway. I'm just awesome like that.. jk but we ended up going out to this iron ruins trail or something like that. At the end of the trail, there was a golf course... Of course we walked on it! So romantic man! Clear skies, beautiful moon, and a great guy. What more can a girl ask for? (Maybe for the guy of her dreams to stay in the same state?) It was just a great night, I'm actually waiting to hear back from him about hanging out tonight. It's not looking to great right now, but the night is young. I'm just stoked he called me today. I was expecting another call from a doctor's office about something, and he just snuck in and called me! :) Great surprise! Life always happens when you least expect it you know? Ugh I dislike waiting.

OoOoOohh yeah check out that tat up there! I got that this weekend. That would be my first one! It is a gemini symbol with some funky stuff around it. I got it with my twinnie because it is the sign of the twin. Also a symbol of air. I like where I got it on my side too, Main reason I got it there was so I could hide it easily (got them baptist parentals). But I think it is at a really good spot for my body. Sexaayyy hah. Later for now!

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Best I ever had..

Wow when i say best i ever had, i am referring to the best date ever.. so far at least in my life. Went to Italian restaurant with a GREAT guy. Then walked around some parks in the city.. Can I even explain how romantic that is? negative. It was just great! I mean to explain the greatness, he's nice, gentlemenly, and my height! And for me the height makes it an A+++ because I am pretty tall myself. It was perfect for standing up kissing. (Which is my fave) I am not sure what will happen with it because he is moving quite far away soon. My thinking in it is: I like him, he's fun to be with, it can be fun while it lasts even if nothing happens in the future, and he is a DAMN GOOD KISSER. He left it up to me, so now I must figure out my POA. All i can think of it now is something fun with a great guy. I still want to get to know him more tho.. I mean a girl does still have standards.

Daydreaming thought of the day: flying up to see him in the city.. now that's a classy booty call. haha

BTW I have this problem with finding guys who are leaving. Third time baby. Sucks. Well all i can do is hope for the best for all! bye for now

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DONE!

So, I just printed my final portfolio to turn in for my EDU 200 class. Even though my portfolio is far from complete in the long run, it is for this class! And if I must say so myself it is indeed quite amazing. I would link it on here, but I think that might be a lil TMI. It is a great feeling to be finishing all the assignments for the semester. I also made this amazing powerpoint about Disney World for my teaching and technology class. I made it personal too and added personal pics from Spring Break. Disney was our vacay for this spring break. See me above in front of Cinderella's Castle:)

Today is a beautiful day! Too bad that got shot down because I had to go to the derm today to get salycic acid put on my face! Now I can't be in the sun or get sweaty today, and that is a downer because I would really like a nice run at the moment. Oh well. I did yoga this weekend so I am still hella sore from that. Who knew yoga was so strenuous!? I love it!

Nothing new in the male department. Tonight is the night though to conquer my evils and think about calling A though! Im going to talk with the bestie to make sure I don't say something crazily stupid. I really do not know how to do this adult thing like calling, rather than say facebooking or texting. Both of which are a ton easier! I guess this way gets rid of some bullshit though. We all know that it is best avoided in all circumstances! Well off to be a student!

Lovely lonely Saturday

Just saw this quote on this awesome lady's blog (Stephanie), not the oxygen. She is so awesome, even though I do not know her! She is a teacher, and that is what I am going to be as well. What I like about her is she is not boring..AT ALL. Sometimes I think people see teachers as prudes and boring fogeys.. But that is so not the case! I will not fit the mold! But yeah you should def hit up her blog.

This lil quote here speaks to me. Maybe I like aforementioned J because I know there won't be anything there. But I still have this crazy-ass desire for him. I have not talked to him in a while so that makes the whole thing worse, but there is still A to think about. I still have yet to contact him. Should I email him back? or just be a big girl and call? I have no idea! I think I'll figure this out eventually..

Hmm on to other guys though. There is wilcat and wilton. Don't ask.. when I know guys with the same name I must make it to where me and my sister can discern who we are talking about. Wilcat, I like him, but I don't think it is anything more than hanging out and watching movies if ya know what I mean. He will be leaving soon, so I can't think of him much to avoid the whole attachment and emotional thing. Things were great with him until one day it went SOUR. Might have found out some things.. We shall not go there. I tend to rehash the good memories, or at least try to, rather than dwelling on what went wrong. Anyways, wilton.. That's a kind of long story right there. I'm thinking he might be crushin again, but I just feel like we are friends. Even though he would treat a girl right. I just am not attracted. Sad day..

OMG I saw D in the grocery store a couple of days ago! AWKWARD! I haven't talked to him since he got in a relationship with some other girl like less than a month after we got together. Come on can i get a little more respect? But yeah I was just talking about him right before we got there about how awkward it would be if I saw him.. AND HE WAS THERE! I pick em real good.. We'll leave it at that.

So I gave Yoga a shot today! It's pretty awesome. I have taken one other class before, but this one was great. My sister is going to be a yoga instructor here soon, so I need to learn to like it. But I get free classes because I babysit these cute lil kiddies on Thursdays while their Moms yogie. So why not take advantage of the benefits? I am going to go tomorrow too:)

BTW Keeping up with the Kardashians is my guilty reality pleasure.. I do not watch too much reality stuff, but this show is awesome! You got to watch it at least once.. See the pic above. They are pretty people!

Well considering I have no plans for the afternoon, I may write again, but have a lovely afternoon!

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To new beginnings!

Hello there!

Here is my new blog: Live it up! I hope will be about my living it up. Or at least my attempting this because we all know life is sometimes boring... The reason why I am doing this is because of my sister recommending me peruse (word choice?) some blogs. I searched a little, and finally got the hang of this whole blogging thing. I have blogged before but just about blah stuff. I will spare the blah for this one and include more juice. Be forewarned that I am not the best writer. So don't judge me if my word choice, spelling, or sentence structure is not up to par... I try but my brain just does not like to process stuff like that.

Well here is some stuff about me: I am a 19 year old student living in Alabama. I am going to college to be an Elementary teacher. Here is my cliche statement of the day: I want to teach the future generation to make the world a better place. While this is true, I just want to teach kids. I love their imaginations and hearts. I just started the education classes, so I hope I am cut out for this. This summer and fall I am hoping to get some experience. I am also a hopeless dater. I don't know if hopeless is the best word, but I just have not had the best experiences. But the past is the past. So I'll get over that. The future is bright.

I do like to talk about the guys... I won't put any names, but I do like to gush about my life's stories. I would like to find someone special that brings meaning to my life. But for now, I just have to be me and the rest will fall into place. There is one new potential.. We will call him A. This might get like gossip girl..hope not. Haha but yeah A, so I met him in the bookstore where I work. He returned a book and stayed to talk to me for a good 10 minutes. Since he made a return, I got his name..:) Definitely googled him. Then emailed him. He's in medical school, and pretty close to finished so he might actually be able to have a life! This other guy, we will call him J, is also in med school, but he would never make time for me so we are just friends now. He might be a little cray-cray.. Not for reals, but he has commitment issues. Ok back to A. I got a little tipsy last night and was like what the hell and emailed him! Wow, was that nerve racking! But he emailed me back. Got them digits! But now I do not have a clue what to do with them... I'm going to ask the girls for some advice. Wish me luck! I'll keep you updated..

Time to get ready. Party tonight:)

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